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Hanakimi (no spoiler) & TFP

Hanakimi is good. Personally, I`ve never seen Toma-kun as handsome as that. I like Maki-chan`s act and can`t think of anyone else better than her to play Mizuki. Shun is fine (well, as far as I remember, he`s never not fine)

So, everyone, please give it a go! I`ll be watching it for Toma-kun.

 

TFP (thanks Rion-san)

So much love!!!

Once I talked to my friend about which group in Johnnys that has the best member bonds or smth. She said it`s Tokio #1 and Arashi #2. Because Tokio is just...basically crazy together.

But look at TFP and tell me you didn`t feel the love! It was so thick in the air it suffocated me from too much flailing.

Up to the point I shivered seeing how Sho look at Nino.

There`s nothing Sho wouldn`t do for the little prince as long as Nino stares at him with that adorable eyes (yeah, we know how does it feel, Sho-chan. He did that to us too all the time...)

and Sho`s remarks were the cutest things:

"I think there`s NOTHING I don`t know about other members"

"Ask me anything if it`s about members"

and when they were told they have 6 piece and one of them might hit the pajero:

to Nino, "Then if we hit all of them, we can get 5!"

 

Arashi is love. The pure love itself.

Wanna know how much Bambino can affect me?

I love Bambino.

I love it so much I lost count of how many times I said that.

The story, the character, (of course) the soundtrack, everything.

I cried and cried during the last episode. Not the weeping kind of cry, it was just tears sometimes rolled unexpectedly.

I love it even more than Haikei, and that is big considering how Nino-mania I am.

I`m glad to be able to watch Jun turned to a better actor, and he`s so perfect as Ban-kun,　because he knows, he knows exactly how does it feel to choose a path and being consistent and chasing dreams and I remembered that time when Ban-kun realize he`s so engrossed in his work that it leaves no more time for any other thing in his life, but he`s okay with it. It is what happens when you fall in love with life.

Then I remember once in an interview Jun talked about how busy he was and that he practically lives in studios and shooting places, and he`s also okay with that. It`s just who he is and he won`t have it any other way. He wouldn`t want to have it any other way.

Sato Ryuta is amazing, and Karina,and Hossan and etc etc who I can`t remember their names but rock nevertheless. Oh, and I`m silently hoping Uchida Yuki (the chef`s daughter) have a secret affair with Jun ^^

So, it`s the best dorama in spring...no, the best dorama during my one year stay in Japan. There`s still summer dorama, but I already checked the list and of course Yamataro and Hanakimi and the others would be great, yet I don`t think any of them would top Bambino in my heart.

Bambino left me burned in passion to just run out of my dorm and, I don`t know, do something. To do something new, learn something new, to be scared shit and feel sure someone`s going to kick your ass for your lousy performance. To feel butterfly in your stomach and wondering will I ever get this right? Just like Jun, to fall in love with life all over again and the whole romantic things about looking up the sky and feels great to be alive.

 

Long story short, it made me thinks about so many things. So when I saw that nearby restaurant needs part time worker, I quickly applied. Despite of the fact that I can only work until September, despite of my vow not to work in restaurant for it`ll be very tiring, despite of my zero knowledge about part time job in the first place (not to mention, in foreign country), despite of that I don`t really have problem with money since I got scholarship to live. 

Why do I feel it`s destiny anyway? Easy, it`s an Italian restaurant.

I hope I can do well, I hope I won`t stutter in front of the customer, I will start tomorrow and I have no idea what will happen and I`M HELLA SCARED RIGHT NOW and don`t know why I found `me+scared= amusing`.

Looking at the conditions and talking to the owner, I`ll be busy from now on and will miss my boys performances, but I`m sure they`ll forgive me if they know. I`m going learning something new, Arashi-san, so that I won`t lose to you all.

Like in a track race, I wanna run the track beside you, not just cheering you in the crowd, you all always do your best in life, so I`ll do my best too and you`ll support me and I`ll support you (as much as I can) and I`ll be a good fangirl who you`ll be able to boast about if you ever know me.

*dies*, listen again, *dies again*

I should be writing the last part of my report, but here I am completely unable to think anything linguistic related if Nino`s amazing voice in his solo don`t stop. And why won`t it stop? Of course because I kept on playing it over and over again.

bad finger!

bad mouse!

Oh, but who am I to stop this lovely song from playing? It`s not like I haven`t predicted that Nino`s solo would turn me in to some lump that unable to function properly as a human. Ok, I`m exaggerating.

I love the voice. Surprisingly enough, the lyric doesn`t really moved me. Maybe because I like songs that both song and lyric are written by him. He got too descriptive when he wrote lyric to other people`s song.

HECK, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO CRITICIZE NINO- CHAN?! (by Jun-sama)

g-gomen m(_ _)m

cough *at least I didn`t say anything bout your voice* cough

(I guess I`d already dead before I finish that cough)

 

shit, only 30 minutes to meeting sensei!

Music Station

Bikkuri shita~!!!

MS tonight was full of top rank artists

KATTUN, Amuro Namie, Koda Kumi, Chatmonchy, Gackt, Itou Yuna with Michael Def Tech, Maroon 5!

Ah, if only KATTUN was replaced by Arashi...

- Amuro Namie is such a queen! She has this kind of `presence` that feels like princess of the darkness or something.  Just so so hot with her latest song`s theme.

- Koda Kumi showed a performance full of workout. she said she put capoeira in.

- Chatmonchy was cute as always.

- Gackt = samurai outfit, due to his role in taiga (japanese samurai dorama), but it looks more like Final Fantasy outfit than samurai.

- Itou Yuna with Michael Def Tech were awesome!!! the song called `Mahaloha`, it`s been out for sometime but I haven`t listened to it. It was my first time and gosh I fell in love with the song!

- Maroon 5 = the song is nice, but I like their older songs more.

- KATTUN was... swivelling their hips ^^;

 

this moment, I`m still amazed by Amuro Namie and Itou Yuna (runs to find the songs)

Bambino (I thought it was 10 episodes?!)

Ah, how I love this dorama.

I was surprised when they showed the clips for next week, I thought it`s only 10, not 11.

For me, this week`s theme is the best. I (and I`m sure most of you too) can totally relate to it.

I felt lucky to be able to feel that kind of `highly absorbed to something`. The happiest times in my life until now was the period when I first learned Japanese.

Days passed so quickly, I swallowed every grammar taught with eagerness, I did every tasks and tests with utmost effort, I love staying in the library after class, just look at books that I couldn`t read and dreaming someday I`ll read them, seeing dorama and wondering when can I go to Japan. I was so happy. that was memories I won`t trade with anything.

I`m happy now, but there`s nothing like `a beginner`s heart` 初心。

I have the same feeling for 就職(job).

Like if I ride on trains at night, when salarymen (and women) come home from work, being in the same train with them, I like to observe them silently and a warm feeling will come to my heart.

"I wonder for who do these people work? some of them might do it for supporting the family they love, to give their children proper education, probably to save up and marry someone, or to find the meaning of life, or to pay for their obsession *cough* Arashi *cough*, or just because it`s what they want to do forever."

Everyone works for a reason, and I find it kinda beautiful.

When the time come, I will work and put my life in it. Taking it seriously because this is what I chose and I would have to face this world with this path I had chosen.

God, I`m so scared of the future.

But also thrilled to have the possibility to experience `the beginner`s heart` all over again. Not only the happy part though, I saw things, I saw my dad, I saw my brothers and sisters, I know working is not easy. But for every happy moments I get, I am willing to feel the pain.

完全に少年の話し方！まいや、こんな時期も楽しめなきゃ！

お誕生日おめでとう！

そんな目で見ないで！

２４歳になりましたね。ま、外見的には高校生だけど（笑）

ニノちゃんはたくさんのすごいことをしそうな人だと思います。

演技も抜群だし、いい曲も次々と作れるし、顔もジャニーズNo.１だし。

だから、これからも、期待してます。

でもね、私は一番願ってるのは、

ニノちゃんの人間としての幸せです（ニノちゃんにとってそれは何か分からないけど）。

「生きてよかったな」と毎年言えてほしい。

いつまでも応援してます！

幸せでいてね。

桜ノ宮？

Had just got TV Pia

yes, the one with taro and takuya hug each other ^^

I haven`t read it yet, but Sho said one thing about the new combi

`How about Sakuranomiya ?`

 

addition:

Reporter: It`ll be summer and you`ll have the tour, won`t it be hard?

sho : I will learn about that from Ninomiya-sensei who had done dorama along the tour more than once.

nino : nn... I think it will be hard for sho-kun. considering he`s also slow in remembering the moves.

sho : Oi! You don`t have to say that here!

nino : that is the most important thing.

sho : ganbarimasu!

Miyazaki Aoi is married

with Takaoka Sosuke. Omedetou gozaimasu!!!!

I used to want you to end up with one of my boys.

But it seems like you`ve found happiness.

So, congratulations, Miyazaki-san!

The right way to clear the cloud (just a little though)

omg I laughed like crazy...

 

I was still feeling cloudy for the ballot result...

but I did the right thing, and downloaded Kanjani in Utaban.

Kanjani is more like... Yoshimotos that sing, rather than Johnnys that crack (runs from every fans and arashi.vox)

I know, there`s Ryo and Ohkura that give Johnny`s aura, but I can never think Ryo as an idol anymore since I saw the historical clip with Leah Dizon so that leave Ohkura alone. maybe if Uchi come home. but then again, Uchi is even more ambiguous with his girly face and Osaka attitude.

Is it just me or Utaban treat kanjani like comedians? I never see other group got cream all over their face. or maybe I just haven`t seen one.

and thanks to Nakai-kun, Yasuda is officially gay. even I think he is gay now. Your members are right, Yasuda, you dig your own grave. Didn`t anyone tell you not to do it in Utaban? You dig your own grave in national broadcasting. and I can`t believe how everyone support Nakai enthusiastically.

`Utaban is supporting KATTUN`   - Taka-san -

`this is the first time I see Nishikido being bullied like this`  - Yokoyama -

 

Hina : I was thinking of joining NSC (Yoshimoto)

Nakai : aa, I think that`s good.

Hina : No, now I love Johnnys.

Nakai : but...isn`t NSC fit you more?

Yoko : though seen like this, there were times this guy is being mistaken as Kimura Takuya

Hina : look closely (at me)

taka : Hori? (yoshimoto comedian)

 

and one of the comedian I like also came. Nishioka Sumiko da yo!

that woman is pure crack. I`ll miss her when I come home. 

 

whatever, thanks for the laugh, Kanjani8. I`m really sorry I can`t see you guys as idols, but I like you all nevertheless.

well, sometimes. when I need crack.

 

after that I saw arashi in utaban from their A Day in Our Life days. It`s hilarious, to see Sho as the short tempered teenager and Jun is clearly still afraid of him.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=mqIAExfhyo0

the thing is Utaban have two boxes written `angel` and `devil` which filled with member`s good part and bad part written by other members.

taka : this is for Matsumoto!

Jun : a, yabai!

taka : `what are you doing calling me at 4 in the morning ?!`

nakai : whose is this?

Jun (facing sho) : gomenne.

sho : korosu yo! (I`ll kill you!)

and right before sho explained the whole incident, he said to jun, `You shut up!` then proceed to tell his part of the story.

ck ck ck...

what will happen if that conversation takes place now? nah, it won`t happen in the first place because Sho is MAN now, a very good one and I can go on and on about how adorable his personality is.

Jun-kun. No one is insane enough to say `korosu yo` to Matsumoto Jun now.

ah, I`m so happy my boys grew up perfectly.

and my heart is lighter now...

Taihen komiatte imasu~

Having a bit nervous breakdown here.

I`ve been trying to check the ballot result since last night, but I can`t get through.

Been reading people failed here and there...

I don`t wanna fail Nagoya. Please!

 

EDIT:

Osaka failed....T.T

yubachan, gomenne...

GOMEN!!!! m(_ _)m

Got 29th August Hamamatsu 14.30

haven`t been able to check Nagoya yet.

 

EDIT2:

T_T  T_T  T_T  T_T

I failed Nagoya....

I failed my hometown...

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