I've heard him spelled my name. my friend who's a fan of Jun too was totally envious and goes すっごく睨んで、「いいね...潤君があんたの名前を言って、いいね。」って怖いくらいうらやましがられたよ。
I'm 50% recovered and now it's time to pour some love for the love of my life. well, mostly just rambles.
「When I look back, I really like Hikaru Genji. I used to put rollerskate on and imitate them. But I was raised in a world that denies such surroundings. At one side I was longing, but at the other side there's a consciousness that said "you cannot be like those people.」
That is you when you're like, what, 13? If I were to have a child, I will raised him/her to be someone like you. Who understand their role and act the way they were supposed to be, instead of acting like me now, selfish and full of myself. Or better, could we raised the child together?
「If I were asked to choose between being a student or a Junior, I'll definitely choose to be a student.」
For you, being a Junior is something that can be done only if your marks at school were good. Whenever my kouhais or myself start to complain how busy I/they were and how I/they have no time to study, I could easily pointed at you and say "You are busy? Did you shoot doramas and movies and variety programs and magazine interview and travelling here and there? If you're not, then don't say you're busy. There are people who do that and manage to squeeze school and tests in between and succeed. And he didn't complain. So if you still have time to fulfill your role in Ragnarok world or watch Haneru no Tobira, get your ass off and study."
「Of course there's Ohno, but he's not the "speaking" type, right? So, naturally I thought "Well, it's just me then..."」
I hate being in the lead. Leader means put everything in your shoulder and pull everyone with you. For me who always choose to work alone and do things the way I want it to be, someone like you is shining in the sky above. Of course Ohchan is doing superb being captain, but if only that janken result were different, I have no complaint to say.
「These people (fans)...do they like me as "Sakurai Sho" or "Johnny's Jr"? If I weren't a Jr, would they still like me? I couldn't catch up being screamed kyaa kyaa like this. But in the end I realized, whichever it is, the one they like is still someone named "Sakurai Sho"」
I'm quite sure I'll like you even if you're not Arashi. Maybe not as a man, since Nino is my type of man, but as a human, 人間として、最高だと思っています。I want to be someone like you. So now, I'm in a process of polishing myself so that I can be someone who could lived to everyone's expectations. and more. ええこと言ったな、私！なかなかうまくできないけど。
「School is the only place where I could meet my friends. No matter how busy my work is, if I go to school, I could meet them. But, seeing them wearing suits and doing 就活(job activities, japanese students start to do it in their third year in college), makes me think "The time's almost up" and I felt really lonely.」
I felt lonely reading it. Juniors has their own world ne. They don't really see other people from the other world. I have this imagination about you and your friends and the famous Keio. Could it be you formed the real F4 back then? I mean, Keio is...afterall...that kind of image.
ShoBeat Director in Charge:
Sho was a continuous surprise from the very beginning. The content of his talk was strong, and a polite manner. It's like talking to an elite salaryman.
His knowledge of music is in a specialist level. Usually, when it comes to an artist's program, we do the ON/OFF for them, but he's able to do it by himself in less than a year.
I remember the night I saw Touch Me Now in HIG concert. For the first time in my life (and I doubt it would happen again), that night I couldn't sleep after saw a man. The video image is of course overwhelming, but I remember imagining if I were a guy and looking at this unbelievable good looking boy, who everyone adores for his heart, praised for his manner, and everyone look up to for his "Keio boy" title. If I were a guy, I would be deadly jealous, thinking "Now I know what's the meaning of 'the world is not fair' ". You are my version of "perfect", I could only wish I could become someone like you.
だから、ずっとずっと好きですよ。今の自分はまだまだだめなんですが、いつか私は絶対いい女性になって、桜井さん以下の男性を認めないくらいいい女性になってみせます。絶対みせます。
Ah! Sakurai-san hontou ni saikou.
LOL ok your title and ending just reminded me of 'Love so sweet' - omoide zutto zutto and I think that song is perfect in this situation.
He is someone a lot of people can look up to but also a lot of people can't do what he has done. Maybe because of the world he was brought up in which differs entirely from the rest of us.
But it's good to remember that he's also human instead of putting him on that pedestal which I don't think he would like.
Gambatte hina-chan! You're already one step closer to being the "good" person you want to be.
投稿情報: Dúnadan | 2007/01/18 15:34