the journey

It's my second month in Japan. I've been dreaming about going to Japan for about six years and finally I'm here.

It's so overwhelming that now I can not see myself clearly and became very confused and stucked between having "the new me" and the pressure to not lose my country's identity.

If anyone ask me why I want to go to Japan, I could say 1000 lies even to myself, but sooner or later I have to admit that I am crazy for Arashi and coming all the way to see their concerts.

I am totally suck at staying up late, yet I fought every Monday night to catch a glimpse of Sho's News Zero and Arashi no Shukudai-kun. Usually the next morning I would get up late and late for my class and get kaminari (thunder) from my teacher.

I live by scholarship here so I have to becareful to make ends meet. Nevertheless, I went to see every single movie they have, or every movie that has a connection with them (like flags of our father)

There's nothing I wouldn't do for Arashi.

Sakurai Shou, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi, Aiba Masaki, Matsumoto Jun.

Thank you for being alive in this world.

Especially:

Nino : I always use a part of your song lyrics in my speech contest and writing contest. And I believe from the bottom of my heart that is the sole reason why I always win. If only I have one fifth of your talent.

Shou-kun : You and your remarkable achievement will always be my energy to do another homework.

Comments

[投稿情報: aishoni]

Hi! ^_^v. aishoni desu~

oh my. you are truly a fan. i clicked on your name by accident while browsing at arashi.vox. you are truly an arashi fan ne~

what are you studying?

ganbatte living your life in japan. i'm adding you in my neighbourhood you btw, i hope you don't mind.

i like to comment on others blog but i do not update mine :p

hajimemashita yoroshiku <--i hope i get this right

 

[投稿情報: aishoni]

sorry for double posting but just read your profile...

we have the same favourite members. in the same order. i treat Sho sayang like my hubby

However Nino...my relationship with him is a little complicated.... i drool for him like a lover, worry for him like a mother but also make fun of him like a sister.

[投稿情報: hinagiku85]

hi aishoni!

In Indonesia I'm a third year student in Japanese. Now I'm studying Japanese in Nagoya University. In September 2007 I'll go back and continue my study until graduation. so probably this blog would last only until September.

OMG, our feeling towards Nino is sokkuri (exactly the same). everytime anyone asked me what kind of child I want, I say, Nino-chan. but there's no way you could runaway from his charm as a man, yet sometimes he's so stupid I want to smack his head.

please add me.many thanks

[投稿情報: chillinpaprika]

hi happy, i found your site from arashi@vox and really find it interesting.
was very surprised to find another indonesian arashi fans, ureshiiii ^___^
hope you don't mind me adding you to my flist.
although i rarely update mine, but i'll comment every now and then. yoroshiku ^^