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HP : The Deathly Hallows (spoiler, so don`t read)

There will be deaths in the last book, I know that. I just didn`t expect.

IT WAS A BLOODY MASSACRE!!!!

Halfway through I stop remembering who is dead and who is not and just clutching fiercely at anything I can clutch, praying so hard along the way that Rowling didn`t kill Ron or Hermione or Ginny or Neville or Luna or well, practically, everyone.

Fred!! I WAS WAILING! And Lupin and Tonks T.T

and Dobby the free elf T_T  T_T

my favourite character in this book, weirdly, would be Kreacher. because he`s adorable and I embrace the idea of having a house elf looking at my room`s condition right now.

I got one guess right though, that Snape is Dumbledore`s and he died.

when Bellatrix got Hermione, I was so panicked and swear to kill her with my own pen (I dunno, write a fanfic or smth) if she ever ever kill my precious smart girl.

I love the whole war in Hogwarts, thought I can`t stop the panic attack, thinking who would make it and who wouldn`t.

My favourite scene... The one when Riddle wanted Harry and the Slytherin girl wanted to give him Harry and the whole 3 other houses stood up against her, that was impressive. and the whole `we fight` thing. my blood boiled reading that. Everyone came and stood to fight for what is right! and when all the students being ushered but some older Ravenclaw and some more Hufflepuff and half of Gryffindor stayed *tears of joy*

Yubachan is clearly Gryffindor, I said to her I would be between Ravenclaw or Slytherin. She said I`m Ravenclaw. I would`ve stayed in the room and took out my wand too!! I swear!

  

The epilogue is too short!

I wanna know in detail what happened to them. who works where as what. maybe other fan don`t need it, but I want it desperately.

great, koon and crew! now I just have to do this!

1. You are a girl.  Check.
2. You're older than 16.  Check. we`re almost the same. we will be perfect. marry me.
3. You can speak Japanese. Check.
4. You have a job.  I haven`t graduate yet, but I will work and I`m not even doing it for you. Check
5. You won't say things like [Are you working?]  I won`t. that`s one thing I had decided even before I know you exist. I`m so surprised you listed this. Check

6. You won't complain if I open the house up.  eh, the question in my translation is a bit different. like you won`t complain even if poor. whichever. Check.

7. You're able to live together in the heart of the city.  Check.

8. You won't coerce me into having a multi-generation household.  Check.
9. Great generosity.  ah, depends on your standard, Nino-chan.
10. You'll let me play my games.  Check.  no problem with that.

11. You hate travelling.  I hate travelling. mechamecha mendokusai. I can only enjoy it for the people I`m with through the journey. Basically I hate travelling. Check.

12. You have hobbies and special skills. Check. do you by any means afraid that your girlfriend is not busy enough thus start to stalk you?
13. You aren't too shy.  Check.
14. You won't grasp my schedule. Check.  
15. You'll understand my laughing points. I have to say I`m not sure. I don`t know you other than tv. 
16. You don't have too many friends.  Check. sadly, I`m not sho.
17. You don't have dresses.  I would`ve check it nine months ago. I love dresses now.
18. You have 'lucky underwear'. No. and you`re crazy to list this.

19. You could fall in love with me. Check.  
20. You like me. Check.

 

Clearly I have to much time in my hand now, for I even think to do the same with the other 4. But Nino is the only type I can feel comfortable after reading his criteria. Aibachan`s type is a no no, Jun wa ma~ma~, Sho-type leave me feeling intimidated, and Oh-chan, the one I thought I would understand the most, somehow just feel random (I felt, `I can`t even marry ME?`, because really, I categorized myself as ohno type.

Nino-CUT

Please take your copy of CUT everyone!!!

I don't have a scanner, so I can provide nothing other than information that Nino looks fabulous in black and white pictures.

This month theme is quite interesting, "Japan that being looked up to by the whole world" (correct me if I'm wrong)

So for once, I think I'm going to read this edition. Usually I only flails over the pictures and stacked it in my room.

I don't have 700￥to spend on magazines, but how can I NOT buy it when Nino look at me like that. It works better than when he smile his idol-smile.

Me : Look what I bought.

Friend (who knows nothing about arashi other than I love them) : ...

Me : How can I not buy it?

Friend : He looks like a kid.

Me : No! He's two years older than me!

Friend : well, he looks five years younger than you. And you don't even look old for your age.

Me : ...

And it's not helping when I read Dir en Grey in the cover (turned out they were given two pages) and remember how my sister's pride would be boast seeing her favourite band being praised so much.

Lately I sunk deeper and deeper to impulsive buying. I used to listen to Arashi or Southern All Stars (「渋いね」と思ったでしょう？）to run from stress, but now it's not working anymore. Not until I carry shopping bags worth everything I DON'T have and end up thinking thank god I do part time or I won't be able to live. well, not that bad, but when I went to Sakae ONLY to pick up Miyavi's latest album for my sister, and end up with a one piece and a note in my head to find a cardigan that goes with it, I know there's something wrong. That's not me. I don't spend money I don't have T_T

Tanabe-chan

That was only a little scene. Very little and unimportant scene.

It might meant nothing to other people.

The old me usually would picture the girl being bashed or something.

But from some time ago, I like you, Tanabe-chan. Even before I know you will be in YamaTaro.

I really like your CM, the one which you dance waiting for the bus.

So I`ll forgive you. More than that, I will accept happily if you become their girlfriend or smth.

That`s how much I like you. And because I know it must be hard to not falling in love with them.

Korekara mo ganbatte ne.

currently seeing YamaTaro eps 2

OMG NINO! OMG!

JUST HOW MUCH THEY PAY YOU TO DO THIS?!!!!

YOU WRECKED MY BRAIN!!!

Sho-chan, we`re so proud of you!!!

What can I say? It`s so awesome I`m speechless.

It felt...SakuSho-ish, to constantly thinking what can he do as a public figure. I remember reading an interview where he talk about being a newscaster and how his passion was burning for this job. And I was thinking, `wow, this person really wants to be `involved` in the society, to do his role

I can`t help imagining how many youngsters who is indifferent towards the election would watch the show for him, and then become really interested in it.

You know who I want to meet after reading this? Sakurai Mama and Sakurai Papa. I want to have lunch with them and talking about the ideal way of raising kids. Seriously.

Preparations for going home

9 months passed like one day when you`re living your dream.

If everything goes well, I`ll leave Japan at September 28th.

My vox account was originally created to record my arashi adventure for 1 year in Japan, so when I came home, I might not post again, or maybe once a month or smth.

I already started the preparation from now, since when I looked around my room, it`s impossible to pack everything, there`s so many things to sort, so many things to throw away.

I realized that tonight when I started to sort my clothes. omg there are so many of them I don`t know where to start.

I categorized them:

- those I brought from home and still very comfortable so I`m bringing them back.

- those from home that already wrecked and can`t make me feel good anymore.

- those I received from other people who worry about me when I first arrived, but I`m going to throw them away since they already served their purpose and they`re not my choice

- those I bought here but don`t fit me anymore though I used to thought they do.

- those I bought here and going home with me

- those that I still don`t know what to do with them

 

Sometimes it`s very hard to decide to bring one back or throw them away. I can`t just throw it, but I know I won`t ever wear it again, it`s useless no matter how much I want to cling on it. It`s kinda sad to throw more than half of my clothes, but then it`ll leave only the things that I need, that I`m comfortable with and have confidence in.

 

９ヶ月、早かったけど、長かった...　（どっち？！）

I just have to rant

Working in an Italian restaurant in Japan

(+)

sometimes, get to see beautiful people.

I saw this very handsome boy and when I first came to his place to take order, looking at his hair and clothes, I swear I thought he is Narimiya Hiroki.

But when I observed closer (as detail and as long as I could while taking order), he is not. He`s like...twice more handsome than Hiroki-kun!

And all the way he gave me this amazing smile, you know, the kind of smile that tell you he is a nice person.

 

(ー)

He came with his girlfriend.

Well of course, we all know every good man is taken.

His girlfriend is really cute and they look good together *tsk*, and when the girl confused me because she asked for milk for her tea and I don`t know what to do since she clearly asked for ice tea and not ice milk tea and I stand there thinking for 3 seconds looked completely stupid, then the cute cute oh so cute guy ended everything with his smile again and said `daijoubu. ii desu.`

I purposely delivered orders to their table (it doesn`t have to be me), because I know the time I put down the plate, he`d look up and said `ha~i, arigatou` with that smile again.

No, I didn`t grin like moron, I`m quite a good waitress (despite all mistakes I did this week), I don`t flirt with customers (especially those who came with their girlfriends).

ホール

Italian restaurant in Saturday nights is not a restaurant...

It is...

a battlefield!

^^;

Ok, I`m exaggerating.

but still, you think Ban-kun is busy in the kitchen? (well, kitchen IS busy)

People in the hall is busy too, believe me. Taking and delivering order and cleaning the table is okay, but I never realized they have to remember the bloody menu (and every single ingredients and how to make the drinks), cleaning the coffee machine, set and clean the beer pump, throw away trash, dry the silverware, etc etc etc. Kinda overwhelming for someone who never work her entire life like me.

It`s fun though. Not everyday is that busy and when tenchou (the owner) isn`t around, it`s not so tense.

I`ll never see waitress with the same eyes anymore.

And yes, Sho-chan, no matter how much I love you, I do want to strangle you if I ever see you get pissed in a restaurant because the food take too long to arrive.

I remember once me and my friends ate in a quite good restaurant (we were celebrating sumthin), we were 11 people and the waiter brought so many drinks in one tray and he dropped it! Scattered glasses everywhere and some of it wetting my friends clothes. Were we mad? Not at all. Accidentally, more than half of the group have experienced working in hall, and everybody smiled and mumbled "Don`t worry. It`s okay. We understand."

Remembering about that now, I can`t help to think how would our boys react to the same situation.

Oh Nino-chan!

YamaTaro was great and I was flailing the whole show, partly mourning to my lost sanity seeing Mimura stalking his first love.

Nuff said.

 

Yubachan! It turned out that I have dinner-shift today, not lunch-shift... mada nemui...

 

I just saw Hanamaru with Nino in it.

Nino-chan, I never know that during the filming of Ioujima in America, every weekend you will walk to nearby coin laundry and entirely do it yourself because " Hotel`s laundry is expensive! "

and that you count every 500 yen coins you save so you know exactly how much your saving is now.

Conclusion : you must love Sho very much to give him Wii for his birthday.