Himitsu

Currently in love with Mr Children. Can`t stop playing their 「 HOME 」 album.

 

 

If Aiba`s secret is Nino`s underwear, my secret is probably my dream. My Yume.

Unlike Aiba, I told people about it, but I rarely refer to it as my one true dream. I usually describe it as `that thing I would love to do if there`s a chance and even if there are none it`s fine anyway regarding how difficult it is`.

 

This is clearly showing how much I got scared to admit my dreams. Because when I failed something I consider precious, I will weep and sob and wail all together. I won`t have to do all that and feel the pain if I don`t admit that thing is precious.

 

But recently, I feel that not admitting that one very important thing may make the process of getting it harder. Because when you realized you strived so hard for something, you know you love it and you know you`ll feel teared apart when you lose it. So you start trying to casually pursue your dream as if a dream is something casual. It is not.

 

There will be temptations, things that looks like they`re more important than your dream will come out of nowhere. Then there`s the `I can`t do it` stage where you were forced to see your limitations and that mountain you used to see is actually a stone in front of the real mountain.

 

So the very first step for me is to admit it. Yes this is my dream and No I`m not going to be okay if I can`t reach it. It`s big, it`s impossible, it`s suffocating sometimes and for me, it`s the most important thing right now.

 

 

Ps : No, my dream is NOT 「 marrying Sho 」

 

Comments

[投稿情報: hinagiku85]

Coz it'll be unfair if I only take one of them, right?

Hohohoho

[投稿情報: zekeshocks]

Happy-chan!!!  Go for it!  Your letters about your dreams inspire me and it would make me even happier knowing that you're still after it! *hugs*

[投稿情報: hinagiku85]

You probably are the only one who knows it as a `dream` ^^