9 months passed like one day when you`re living your dream.
If everything goes well, I`ll leave Japan at September 28th.
My vox account was originally created to record my arashi adventure for 1 year in Japan, so when I came home, I might not post again, or maybe once a month or smth.
I already started the preparation from now, since when I looked around my room, it`s impossible to pack everything, there`s so many things to sort, so many things to throw away.
I realized that tonight when I started to sort my clothes. omg there are so many of them I don`t know where to start.
I categorized them:
- those I brought from home and still very comfortable so I`m bringing them back.
- those from home that already wrecked and can`t make me feel good anymore.
- those I received from other people who worry about me when I first arrived, but I`m going to throw them away since they already served their purpose and they`re not my choice
- those I bought here but don`t fit me anymore though I used to thought they do.
- those I bought here and going home with me
- those that I still don`t know what to do with them
Sometimes it`s very hard to decide to bring one back or throw them away. I can`t just throw it, but I know I won`t ever wear it again, it`s useless no matter how much I want to cling on it. It`s kinda sad to throw more than half of my clothes, but then it`ll leave only the things that I need, that I`m comfortable with and have confidence in.
9ヶ月、早かったけど、長かった... (どっち?!)
I understand that feeling everytime Lunar New Year comes around, because my mom would always tell me how I should be clearing my wardrobe of anything I don't wear. I mean, I don't wear half of what I have, but I'm stll clinging onto them. =/ eks. Good luck with packing! It's like packing your life in Japan and going back home..tough task ne. But it's good you started early..you'll have loads of time to think through what to bring back!
投稿情報: karened | 2007/07/11 00:09
It's hard to pack.. esp when you had a year full of stuff to haul back home. And it's hard to throw away stuff.. maybe for me because I tend to get sentimental and remember events attached to my things >"<
Please still post as much as you can even when you get back to your home country. We'll miss you if you don't :*(
投稿情報: charurei | 2007/07/11 00:13
I moved around a lot so I know how it is sorting out stuff! I threw away and gave away things to ppl/lower classmen. You are starting early! I hope you enjoyed your year in Japan.
投稿情報: rion | 2007/07/11 01:20
It is nice that you start doing it early... as Karened say... you may have time to take back what you throw away... it always happen to me that I decide to give aways some cloths to my cousin.. then I just recognize.. I want it back... ;p
Yes... please keep your vox active .. it is enjoyable to read it.. and We like to know how you doing in home country... take care ;)
投稿情報: Doraemon | 2007/07/11 05:13
I share your pain....
I'm only moving France-Germany-France, but each time I have to move feels like my things had grown twice as much and I have to leave behind some.
The thing is...I'm bad at sorting, I could not part with my things, no matter how useless they would end up to me (- -")
Please keep up with your blog as much as you could (I know internet connection in Indonesia wouldn't be as friendly), it would be nice to keep up with how are you doing.
投稿情報: non-angelical | 2007/07/13 07:57