Wanna know how much Bambino can affect me?

I love Bambino.

I love it so much I lost count of how many times I said that.

The story, the character, (of course) the soundtrack, everything.

I cried and cried during the last episode. Not the weeping kind of cry, it was just tears sometimes rolled unexpectedly.

I love it even more than Haikei, and that is big considering how Nino-mania I am.

I`m glad to be able to watch Jun turned to a better actor, and he`s so perfect as Ban-kun,　because he knows, he knows exactly how does it feel to choose a path and being consistent and chasing dreams and I remembered that time when Ban-kun realize he`s so engrossed in his work that it leaves no more time for any other thing in his life, but he`s okay with it. It is what happens when you fall in love with life.

Then I remember once in an interview Jun talked about how busy he was and that he practically lives in studios and shooting places, and he`s also okay with that. It`s just who he is and he won`t have it any other way. He wouldn`t want to have it any other way.

Sato Ryuta is amazing, and Karina,and Hossan and etc etc who I can`t remember their names but rock nevertheless. Oh, and I`m silently hoping Uchida Yuki (the chef`s daughter) have a secret affair with Jun ^^

So, it`s the best dorama in spring...no, the best dorama during my one year stay in Japan. There`s still summer dorama, but I already checked the list and of course Yamataro and Hanakimi and the others would be great, yet I don`t think any of them would top Bambino in my heart.

Bambino left me burned in passion to just run out of my dorm and, I don`t know, do something. To do something new, learn something new, to be scared shit and feel sure someone`s going to kick your ass for your lousy performance. To feel butterfly in your stomach and wondering will I ever get this right? Just like Jun, to fall in love with life all over again and the whole romantic things about looking up the sky and feels great to be alive.

 

Long story short, it made me thinks about so many things. So when I saw that nearby restaurant needs part time worker, I quickly applied. Despite of the fact that I can only work until September, despite of my vow not to work in restaurant for it`ll be very tiring, despite of my zero knowledge about part time job in the first place (not to mention, in foreign country), despite of that I don`t really have problem with money since I got scholarship to live. 

Why do I feel it`s destiny anyway? Easy, it`s an Italian restaurant.

I hope I can do well, I hope I won`t stutter in front of the customer, I will start tomorrow and I have no idea what will happen and I`M HELLA SCARED RIGHT NOW and don`t know why I found `me+scared= amusing`.

Looking at the conditions and talking to the owner, I`ll be busy from now on and will miss my boys performances, but I`m sure they`ll forgive me if they know. I`m going learning something new, Arashi-san, so that I won`t lose to you all.

Like in a track race, I wanna run the track beside you, not just cheering you in the crowd, you all always do your best in life, so I`ll do my best too and you`ll support me and I`ll support you (as much as I can) and I`ll be a good fangirl who you`ll be able to boast about if you ever know me.

Comments

[投稿情報: K.]

Hey that's awesome, hina-chan! Arashi'd so proud of you if they know!
Makes me what to cheer for you too, or to run beside you, it's very
inspirational =) All the best with the job! =)

[投稿情報: karened]

=) It's always great to try out something new in life. The excitement, the butterflies-in-stomach feeling, the unexpected jumping on you all-of-a-sudden. All the best! Hopefully you get to discover more about yourself and learn new things while on the job!! Make this a wonderful experience and memory to look back at!!

[投稿情報: 嵐]

daijoubu kana?
hahaha ...
dont worry it is not that hard.
i've worked at a lot of restaurants...
as long as it's busy it's fun :)

[投稿情報: rion]

Oh wow.. you're going to be working at an Italian restaurant! I can't remember the name of the guy with glasses (who works in the kitchen), but I really could related myself to what he said to Bambi, when Bambi really wanted to work in the Kitchen/Chubo. Ok.. this probably sounds to vague..(@_@)
I'm burning the drama for my dad - he used to want to open an Italian restaurant (lol)

[投稿情報: karened]

LOL so funny!! you're going to introduce him to Jun?

[投稿情報: rion]

oh yeah.

My dad only knows Nino. I think he likes Nino too.

Need him to get to know other members.

[投稿情報: doki-doki]

I agree, Bambino was inspiring and you are too! I'm having my long holidays now and I've been so lazy to work but your posts gave me motivation :)

[投稿情報: Huxley]

I loved Bambino too; it made me fall in love with MatsuJun all over again. You start today, right? Good luck! We're rooting for you. :D

[投稿情報: charurei]

gambare hina-chan!

I'm putting off watching Bambino and I can't wait to watch it soon :)

[投稿情報: non-angelical]

Ganbatte!!
I hope you'll do well. It will be a nice experience to have worked a part time job. Especially when you don't have the need for the money, you should just enjoy it!!